今天 七月十四號 （應該不是鬼節吧。。) 是我開始上暑期羽毛球班的第二堂～ 天氣很反复不定 現在差不多4時許 就陽光普照 剛才呢。。。才不是這個樣子。。。

不過我管它的天氣 天氣多壞也不會影響到我雀躍的心情的啦 我自問不是一個運動天才 不過羽毛球是我比較擅長的運動 我也挺喜歡上羽毛球班 （雖然不會怎麼讓我特快長高/減肥==）只需要能讓我這個2/3宅女不要在困在家裡繼續發mo就能satisify我的啦 其實我也想游泳 （聽說可以練肌肉 練什麼muscle啦！我想說的是可以強身健體 拉高整個人） 不過我沒有放一半的期望下去 因為首先我一定不會堅持到底 每個星期也不會練超過三天/超過兩個鐘 那你說 有什麼效果/成效啦 其次就算我真的是練足了我的自定標準 後遺症很大的哦哦。。我兩邊耳朵會嚴重如水 全身musclepain 這些其實我也應該可以endure到的 最最最最重要的一個原因是 我游完後會超肚餓 然後狂吃東西 那樣我的體重一定只升沒減 反效果呃呃呃呃呃 所以基於那麼多憂累 我的決定（對游泳的） 還是停滯不前。。。

好了 我的話題越躍越過了 今天呢 我破例寫日記的原因又離不開‘太開心’三個字 你們知道的啦（我在跟誰說話）我往往是等到有一天我真真真正打從心底裡開心才會記下當天的一點一滴 我呢 因為腦袋只懂得自造蜘蛛網的關係 所以終是一個悲觀主義者/自尋煩惱狂 因此我能放鬆好好的開心一頓是很難得的 為此我們同聲祈禱。。。不是啦為此我要把那麼有紀念價值的一天打出來才行 雖然14/7還沒完 連夜也沒入 怎樣也好 我一定要好好的記住這一天 還有每一個看見你的一天

今天不說不知道是咱媽的農曆生日哦 她很重視生日 所以希望所有人聽她說話 不要亂了她的算盤 不過今天早上 在去tsuen wan的途中 發生了少少風波 我也不想提及 就skip了這個令人髮指的話題吧 那麼到達後 我們就去了不知道是板前或者是板長吃了拉麵 超好吃的我的那碗 蘑菇 tomato湯底xd 然後呢 。。

我就跟我弟去了球場 但還沒有開始上課 還差幾分鐘 我就在球場的最右手邊的那排長凳旁隱藏的角落站著 等待 之後那個上堂不斷對我傻笑的女孩走過來我旁邊 然後把她的球拍套放在我的旁邊（可能是想有股安全感/想暗示對我的友好吧） 那麼我報以一笑 那個可惡的咱弟就很不友善的把我的套拿走 狠狠的瞪了她一眼 我就趕緊把套奪回來 然後‘安慰’她不要理我那個有問題的弟弟xd 我實在是無聊的很 所以東張西望 當我看見了他坐在那個遙遠的西方時 我沒一刻把我的視線從他身上移開 直到他好像也望了過來 我才尷尬的裝望上層 不久以後 阿sir就叫我們集合在他的臉前 說了一些regulations啦什麼的 然後就叫咱弟帶領熱身 他半斤八兩的 要阿sir在傍邊提醒他才肯轉動作 那個 熱身期間我和他相隔了三個人（雖然在同一條十字線上） 完後 就開始在原地複習開ball的手勢 起初我不太習慣被阿sir糾正 不過之後的確順了好多 有ball發的時候還有一陣子我比那個很厲害資歷最深的學姐發得還要好 好的我承認我太得意忘形== 然後分組 我被included在那些蠻勁的人那邊 不過我也很滿足 因為有他在 我們練在後場和前線的接ball技巧啦 被那個叫姚sir/被他改作‘二五仔’的阿sir fit ball給我們打 我自問打得不過不失啦 on average而已 那個。。。他厲害得很 球球強而有力 fit sai 去後場（那是天分吧） 然後我們一起收拾+排ball 10個一latxd 我常常也是在蹲下 有時侯他會幫忙遞些balls給我 雖然是酷了一點 但比mickey好多了 然後他被阿sir叫了去跟師姐較量較量 他們根本就是 不相百仲 旗鼓相當 hai 我只能盡力打好我球 希望阿sir能繼續讓我跟他一組(就算不能跟他較量我也不要緊的 因為我太差勁了 根本連做他的對手的資格也沒有） 最後 在落堂前十五分鐘 那女孩問我的名字 當我在考慮好不好告訴她我海倫殺手的nickname的時候 就被她先幫我改了花名‘四眼妹’就是這樣來的 然後我就叫她‘四眼（她也是戴glasses的）蘋果（因為她的臉常常也像個蘋果一樣呈桃紅色的xdd）’阿sir再叫集合 我想也離不開要做fitness的吧 他竟然是提議玩遊戲-接力 我又很幸運的跟了他一組 還3次的站在他的前面 我希望我是跑得ookk啦 沒有拖後腳 最後一回合（因為前2個也分不出勝負）我回來的時候 他用勁的啪了我的手（弄得我差點失平衡）我開。開心的能飛天了。。xd 然後阿sir以平手和了局 我們就因‘四眼蘋果’的一句話‘開心快樂跳很容易‘弄得我們要很狼狽的跳了30次 不過也是值得的 因為有他在的左邊 好棒哦今天。。。他應該是一個也喜歡說話&笑的人。。一個樂天的人。。我希望呢。。。下一堂能知道你的全名。。。最後一堂能從你口中拿到你的fb/msn(我知道這是很艱鉅的任務 but..nth is impossible的 只要有心 就可以做得到。。希望天時地利人和不會礙著我啦）

Three days were passed, too fast too swift...And I realized I can't detach my mind from you. I miss you so much, too much that I can't ever bear. From the day I have encountered you in my life, I have an instinct that you'd probably link up with my destiny. I'm not kidding, I am very serious. Not fortune, but I desire to have you as my dearest friend. According to my remembrance, I was lining up for a game with my friends, and you were behind me. I was playing my facebook through mobile, you peeped at me; I was looking back to seek, you frightened me; I was helpless with your childish fool, you gave me the brightest smile I have ever seen. I was abused and didn't want that day to be over. However, things were not going on of what I have been expected. You were gone, with your buddies; I was frustrated with our separates, with my friends. Since that time, my heart ached, and I still desired to meet u again for another time...Would I get this precious chance again? I prayed so deeply and sincerely...I really couldnt believe miracle would also descent on me...it's fascinating..I met u again in the escalator! You were going up and you said you've finished playing all the games, with your impressive smile again; my friends laughed with our fate and luck, I was gazing up until you've vanished...oh...this's really the last time. I knew it, and I would never forget your smile.

Till now, you were still in my heart. Like you always:)

I think I should be fair to myself and to Jessica&Vanessa that..this essay is typed for them to look at and comment...for the others...I have omitted u all, sorry, I was too desperate. Well, this essay was about my negative diary again...I used to be negative, till now, I am still cant change at all. This is obviously my natural character, I believe.

Today, anti-crime talk, what a meaningless activity! Well, I have come back later than I expected. Then I met Stephanie Li, Yvoone Lau and Steffany Cheng at the office. We chattered a lot with the 1B gangs behind us...( u should know what message I wanna bring out..) Erm...then after we got the key, we walked up the staircases to 1E, I waved bye to them and stepped towards 1B, wanna drop down my bag. When I just about to walk in, Vivian Chow closed the doors on purpose, it was her conspiracy...= = Well...today's talk started about 9:00-10-00...and the teacher would take attendance at 8:45...in this duration, I felt weird atmosphere..in my class..wif nobody to rely on...hehe...maybe my results arent too great..and I am not as talkative in my class...so..I was being ignored..totally grouped out.

Laugh...why cant anyone understand what I feel...I am upset by the reality, I was fed up with those gossips behind me, I was disappointed at 1B classmates' attitudes and everything. Friendship means nothing to me, Nothing...I believe no friendship can last till the end of lives...What's promise? U talk about promises?? No, please dont, I am so afraid of that...I faced a lot of betrays and separates...Why? When I forced myself to maintain our relationship, why? Why do u all need to go away from me, why do u all need to gossip after me? What did I get wrong? Tell me...this's totally meaningless to approach anyone of u in 1B, I cant endure anymore...

And I am going to write a letter, just for u 1B guys.